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fuckthistown2019-02-23 10:36 pm
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Test Drive Meme #2
TEST DRIVE MEME
Well, I'm alone there now...
In our 'special place'...
Waiting for you...
Waiting for you to
come to see me.
In our 'special place'...
Waiting for you...
Waiting for you to
come to see me.
I. Blue Catfish Diner - Daytime
Supplies in the Inn and Hotel have run low, so what is there to do but search the town? And restaurants and diners seem a good place to find something to eat.
It may take some doing to force open the diner's door, and the inside of it smells of dust and rotted food. There are dishes still on tables, and a horrible smell floats in from the kitchen. The roof must have developed a leak in its years of abandonment, and the black-and-white tile floor has cracked and mildewed without care. What were once shiny golden ceiling tiles are now black and grimy with tarnish -- and quite possibly mold -- and even the jukebox that looms over one corner has seen better days.
In the kitchen, a few cabinets hang open with huge cans visible. A closer inspection reveals things like Spam, canned chicken, cream of mushroom soup, and creamed corn. Not appetizing, maybe, but edible. Maybe even plentiful.
Just as you finish your inventory, something in the main room blares out static, and then the jukebox snarls a gamut of sounds from the beginnings of songs. It eventually settles on Folsom Prison Blues, but every so often, the playback intercuts with something else entirely --
The music cuts out, interrupted by a woman screaming something incoherent and agonized, or a man begs some merciless other for his life, or somebody else wails for everyone in earshot to run, run, don't look back.
Just as suddenly as the screaming started, it stops, and Johnny Cash returns to singing about the train he watches going by. Considering the things that happen in this town, the real question here isn't what happened, or how, but whether the jukebox is worth investigating, and what it will do if you try to change the song.
Supplies in the Inn and Hotel have run low, so what is there to do but search the town? And restaurants and diners seem a good place to find something to eat.
It may take some doing to force open the diner's door, and the inside of it smells of dust and rotted food. There are dishes still on tables, and a horrible smell floats in from the kitchen. The roof must have developed a leak in its years of abandonment, and the black-and-white tile floor has cracked and mildewed without care. What were once shiny golden ceiling tiles are now black and grimy with tarnish -- and quite possibly mold -- and even the jukebox that looms over one corner has seen better days.
In the kitchen, a few cabinets hang open with huge cans visible. A closer inspection reveals things like Spam, canned chicken, cream of mushroom soup, and creamed corn. Not appetizing, maybe, but edible. Maybe even plentiful.
Just as you finish your inventory, something in the main room blares out static, and then the jukebox snarls a gamut of sounds from the beginnings of songs. It eventually settles on Folsom Prison Blues, but every so often, the playback intercuts with something else entirely --
The music cuts out, interrupted by a woman screaming something incoherent and agonized, or a man begs some merciless other for his life, or somebody else wails for everyone in earshot to run, run, don't look back.
Just as suddenly as the screaming started, it stops, and Johnny Cash returns to singing about the train he watches going by. Considering the things that happen in this town, the real question here isn't what happened, or how, but whether the jukebox is worth investigating, and what it will do if you try to change the song.
II. Lumber Yard - Daytime
There's only so much furniture you can break down for fires, not to mention only so many broken stairs anybody can skip and stay sane. Assuming anybody is still sane and you're not all having the same hallucinations.
For example: somebody closed the lumber yard's fence and chained it shut, and left a crucified man to watch over the entrance like some demented scarecrow. They left a mask and goggles on him -- or forced him to wear it, just to make his crucifixion more painful -- but if it was ever air-tight, something shattered the lenses in its eyepieces, and rather than eyes, dark, jagged holes stare sightlessly from where the lenses used to be. The person or persons who crucified him wrapped his wrists in barbed wire, and one clenched fist has fallen loose from its moorings. In his other hand, he clutches a knife, and somehow didn't let go, even in death.
What are the odds they promised they'd let him live, if he could cut himself free? Knowing this town, you probably shouldn't bet against it. Especially since it would take some serious strength to cut barbed wire with a single serrated blade.
Beneath the body, somebody painted the word O U R S in jagged white letters.
If you choose to enter the lumber yard despite this warning, you'll need to climb the fence. There is lumber here for the taking, though none of it looks high quality. But you're trying to stay warm and repair some stairs -- you're not exactly building your dream house.
Getting it out might prove to be a problem. You'll either need bolt cutters for that chain, or a key for the lock.
The corpse might not be a bad place to start, but neither would the dilapidated building.
There's only so much furniture you can break down for fires, not to mention only so many broken stairs anybody can skip and stay sane. Assuming anybody is still sane and you're not all having the same hallucinations.
For example: somebody closed the lumber yard's fence and chained it shut, and left a crucified man to watch over the entrance like some demented scarecrow. They left a mask and goggles on him -- or forced him to wear it, just to make his crucifixion more painful -- but if it was ever air-tight, something shattered the lenses in its eyepieces, and rather than eyes, dark, jagged holes stare sightlessly from where the lenses used to be. The person or persons who crucified him wrapped his wrists in barbed wire, and one clenched fist has fallen loose from its moorings. In his other hand, he clutches a knife, and somehow didn't let go, even in death.
What are the odds they promised they'd let him live, if he could cut himself free? Knowing this town, you probably shouldn't bet against it. Especially since it would take some serious strength to cut barbed wire with a single serrated blade.
Beneath the body, somebody painted the word O U R S in jagged white letters.
If you choose to enter the lumber yard despite this warning, you'll need to climb the fence. There is lumber here for the taking, though none of it looks high quality. But you're trying to stay warm and repair some stairs -- you're not exactly building your dream house.
Getting it out might prove to be a problem. You'll either need bolt cutters for that chain, or a key for the lock.
The corpse might not be a bad place to start, but neither would the dilapidated building.
III. Playing Field - Nightmare
The Playing Field overlooks the river, sloping gently down toward the water, but there are glints in the grass that hint at the presence of broken glass or maybe needles, and the river itself looks like a roiling mass of black sludge. Even under ordinary circumstances, the place might make you shiver. After all, is there anything worse than an abandoned playground?
Turns out yes: a not abandoned playground in Silent Hill's nightmares.
The worst part is the way they shake their heads: too quickly, so swiftly it's a surprise they don't snap their own necks. Back and forth, back and forth, like some sort of twisted bobbleheads, and the patches of hair still left to them bounce as they move.
No, the worst part is that as they move toward you, they scream with a noise that sounds like a baby's cry. It's a long, endless, almost gurgling wail, the kind of sound that would cut to the center of any parent's brain, right through the eardrums. The sound that means they need something. They need to eat. They need to be changed. They're scared and lonely and need to be held, to be reassured.
No, the worst part is their little shriveled gray fingers and how they end in what look almost like fishhooks. The better to catch you with and never let you go. At least not until they rip you to shreds.
No, the worst part is they know you're here, and they're toddling toward you, ungainly step after ungainly step. Slow, for now, but there's no guarantee they'll stay that way.
In the corner of the play yard, one of the swings is still moving sluggishly, back and forth, back and forth, creaking as it goes. It's the only swing left; the others all have rusted chains and have fallen to the ground.
Not a bad weapon. Just one problem: the children are between you and the chains.
The Playing Field overlooks the river, sloping gently down toward the water, but there are glints in the grass that hint at the presence of broken glass or maybe needles, and the river itself looks like a roiling mass of black sludge. Even under ordinary circumstances, the place might make you shiver. After all, is there anything worse than an abandoned playground?
Turns out yes: a not abandoned playground in Silent Hill's nightmares.
The worst part is the way they shake their heads: too quickly, so swiftly it's a surprise they don't snap their own necks. Back and forth, back and forth, like some sort of twisted bobbleheads, and the patches of hair still left to them bounce as they move.
No, the worst part is that as they move toward you, they scream with a noise that sounds like a baby's cry. It's a long, endless, almost gurgling wail, the kind of sound that would cut to the center of any parent's brain, right through the eardrums. The sound that means they need something. They need to eat. They need to be changed. They're scared and lonely and need to be held, to be reassured.
No, the worst part is their little shriveled gray fingers and how they end in what look almost like fishhooks. The better to catch you with and never let you go. At least not until they rip you to shreds.
No, the worst part is they know you're here, and they're toddling toward you, ungainly step after ungainly step. Slow, for now, but there's no guarantee they'll stay that way.
In the corner of the play yard, one of the swings is still moving sluggishly, back and forth, back and forth, creaking as it goes. It's the only swing left; the others all have rusted chains and have fallen to the ground.
Not a bad weapon. Just one problem: the children are between you and the chains.
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She actually does sound concerned. She isn't, really, except in the way that being in close proximity to someone who might get hurt is innate to the human condition. Give her an hour and she'll forget entirely about it. Put it on TV and she'll laugh about it.
She sets their bounty on the bar and pulls up a stool. There are saucers behind the bar, presumably for coffee, and she sets them out. "Welcome to Sweet Dee's. We've got pickles, peanuts, and a jerk kid who thinks our name's shitty."
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"So will sleep deprivation." Marco retorted, "Besides, I'm not an addict. Anything you're addicted to is something people can use to control you, so no thanks." Was it a good or bad thing when the only thing stopping you spiraling was unhealthy PTSD-induced paranoia? He had no idea.
He grinned and plunked himself down on his own stool, which was one of the ones that spun, so he spun it around a few times, "Hey, what else do you need? I bet for here this counts as five star dining. Oh my God, I've missed salt." Marco picked up a handful of the peanuts.
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"Okay, Rambo." Dee snorts. She doesn't know what a sixteen year-old has to be paranoid about, but the kid turns into animals and talks about aliens, so she's not going to dig. She has nothing to gain by learning about his weird, boring life, so fuck prying. "Maybe you're just addicted to being a paranoid freak."
When he grins, she grins back. It's strange, how people respond when she's being funny in a conversation, and yet the instant she starts to perform it's just crickets and blank stares. She thought she could be a comedian because she makes people laugh; she still refuses to believe that everyone's just laughing at her more often than not.
She sets a pickle on the saucer and sprinkles some peanuts on the top. "There. It's a fucking salad."
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"Damn straight," Marco said with pride. Rambo was an awesome nickname. He'd take it. Sure, Rachel was way more Rambo-ey than he'd ever been, but still. Awesome, "Better a living paranoid freak than a dead idiot."
He wrinkled his nose, "And about as appetizing as one. Seriously. Good reminder of why I live on junk food back home." Still, salt was salt, so he picked up a pickle, "You really don't appreciate spices until you don't have any." Food wasn't a problem. It just all tasted terrible.
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She picks apart the pickle with her fingernails and takes a bite.
"Yep. It's pretty disgusting." Washing it down with gin doesn't make it much less so. "This is a terrible date you're taking me on. I'm going to leave you with the bill and then call the authorities on your crimes against fashion."
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"Lucky for you, I'm great at running out on tabs and getting by the cops." Good luck chasing a cockroach, assholes.
"I'd suggest a long walk on the beach, but the fish-faces don't seem the type to respect romantic boundaries. Rude." He declared.
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"Get real, boner." She takes a slug of her gin just to be spiteful, but she does get the bar hose and pour him water. "It comes out clear, so it's probably fine."
And if it's not, well, how long are they going to live out here anyway? If it's not botulism it's going to be monsters, and if it's not monsters it's going to be starvation, and if it's not starvation it's probably going to be the worst fate of them all: boredom.
"Running out on the tab, that's a classic move. Do you grab other people's bills on the way out? Because you can grab two or three credit cards if you move fast and pretend you're the waitress taking it out back to charge it." She looks deeply pleased with herself. "I call it a Sweet Dee Swipe."
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Marco shrugged. The water probably wasn't going to kill him. So he took a swig of it, "Thanks." He told her. Hey, he was an asshole, but that didn't mean he had zero manners. He just usually chose not to use them.
He shook his head, "Nah, I was doing this when I was 11 or 12. Way too young to pass as a waiter. Good call, though." Yeah, yeah, stealing was wrong, blah blah. But once in a while he'd wanted a damn hamburger without dealing with Jake's pity and attempt to split his allowance, or Jean's subtle 'oh my god, are you okay, Marco?' They could afford groceries (mostly), but that didn't mean Marco could cook for shit.
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"My brother and I used to run cons all the time." She doesn't specify 'when we were that age' because they never really grew out of it. Dennis was the one who got off on the thrill of the chase, and Dee was always the one nosing in, more afraid of being left out of the fun than of getting caught or scapegoated, which happened about as frequently as it didn't. They never needed to steal, but it was something to do, a way to capitalize on that fervent, tight-knit, grotesque bond between them.
Then they grew up and sank into the morass of never having honed any other skills at all. Only lying and stealing and taking.
"Are you saying you don't run out on tabs now? Look at you, Mr. Moneybags, I guess some of us at this table are too good to steal food."
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He shrugged, "Hey, if it's not hurting anybody, it's none of my business." And he meant actually hurting people. If nobody was dying, not his problem, "Having backup must've made it easier, though."
"I don't have to steal it now. If I didn't have any other way to feed myself, you bet your ass I'd still steal food." He wasn't going to not eat because he didn't have enough stupid green pieces of paper, "And I earned every cent of those moneybags."
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So he's poor, or was. His life's taken the opposite trajectory to hers, where she grew up in the lap of upper class luxury, in a lavish bedroom with expensive physical therapy and nice clothes, and then slowly spiraled into getting kicked out of college, spending months in the psych ward, coming out of it unhireable and unskilled and then settling into the sediment of a below-minimum wage job at her brother's bar. She's jealous.
"You earned it? Doing what, gymnastics competitions?" She gestures at his clothes for the umpteenth time.
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Liabilities, like stupidity, were problems.
"Your family sucks." He told her with a shrug.
"No. I earned it by almost dying on a weekly basis for three years starting when I was thirteen so nobody had to deal with parasitic brain slugs. Do you know what being bitten in half feels like? Because I do." So shut up.
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Dick.
"Jeez, you're sensitive. It's not like I came here with your biography." She takes a drink to avoid maintaining eye contact, now that he's gotten all intense on her. She wants things to go back to the way they were seconds ago, talking shit about stealing from restaurants and pretending to flirt. "I didn't watch the sci-fi movie of your shitty life."
She fiddles with her pickle and pauses, thinking of how she can try and course-correct, how much empathy she needs to plug into this conversational vending machine until what she wants comes back out. "I'm sorry it was so shitty, though. That sounds nasty."
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"Of course you didn't. I haven't picked a ghost writer yet." Marco joked, switching the humor right back on as he took a drink of water, "And the movie's not released yet."
He snorted, "No, you're not. You just don't like being called out. That's not why I said it." He said it to make clear that yeah, he was a wise-cracking teenager who looked 12 years old, but he'd been through enough shit he'd have no problem dealing with hers if it became a problem.
"It's cool. You don't know me. I don't care about your past. I can hang out and not trust someone as far as I can throw them." That'd been his life for a while.
"Hey, you know what would be awesome? If we found some weed. We probably can't make more alcohol, but I bet we could grow weed." It'd be some reliable source of not being sober all the time.
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He's right; she doesn't like being called out. It makes her uncomfortable not only because she's not at the wheel of this conversation, but because it drives a wedge between the lens of what Dee is and what she thinks she is. She thinks she's practical and normal. She thinks everyone is like this.
"I'd torture animals for weed, though." It's not her favorite drug of choice. "Maybe we can find glue or gasoline around here. It's budget and it's not exactly up to your lavish standards, but if we want to stop talking about serious stuff and start laughing at each others' farts it's great."
She gets up, swaying a little, and starts digging through behind the bar. Maybe there's something that can be used as an inhalant.
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"What standards?" He asked with a laugh, "Glue or gasoline is cool with me." She obviously had money issues. Marco got it. It kinda sucked she decided he was just some rich boy though; it was cool to have someone to talk about the poor years with. Yeah, it wasn't forever, but if mentioned it to Jake he got all weird, and most adults just gave him that 'you poor thing' look. None of them got it. And when he did live in the shitty part of town, he wasn't shitty enough. Too nerdy, didn't know enough Spanish... bunch of bullshit.
Whatever.
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“Ugh, we’re getting really white trash with this one, or whatever trash you are.” She emerges from behind the bar and plunks a can of varnish down. “I don’t know if I’m this desperate. Maybe tonight when we can’t sleep.”
Dee suspects she’s going to be all nerves, and the kid’s jumpy and paranoid enough that he probably sleeps approximately never.
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"Yeah, scraping the bottom of the barrel here." Marco agreed, poking at it, "Wanna sleep in shifts? I mean, I know you'll probably bail if something happens while I'm asleep, but I'm a light enough sleeper I'll at least wake up."
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She takes a whiff of the varnish and pulls a face. While she still has gin, the inhalant is going to be more trouble than its worth. "You've got no faith in me at all. I'll wake you up if something happens. I won't stick around to save your ass, but I'll shout at you or something."
She will not. She will absolutely leave him here as a distraction and/or bait. She toasts her gin to him and takes another glug, then screws the cap on and shoves the bottle into her waistband.
"But I'm not going to be a light sleeper. If something scary comes to eat our asses out while I'm sleeping, don't even wake me up. I want to be so numb I don't even feel it. Just one bite, whoomp, and goodbye Sweet Dee."
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It didn't really matter if she woke him up officially or not. Unofficially was just as good in Marco's book. As long as he ended up not dying, that day was a win. Marco raised an eyebrow when she shoved the gin into her waistband, "Uh, isn't that going to stretch out your pants?" He pointed out, "And it's not like you can go down to the store and get another pair that fit you." Aka: Take care of your clothes; stash your booze somewhere else.
"Dude, I'm not going to leave you to get eaten." He rolled his eyes, "Not unless you do something stupid like walk up to the monster when I tell you to run or you actively try to fuck me over." Then all bets were off, "Or if feeding you to a monster would get me home." His point was if he hung you out to dry, he had a reason. It was a low moral bar given how many reasons he'd put above your life, but at least it was a moral bar.
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She takes a moment to consider that - by now the gin is starting to slow how quickly her gears are turning just a little - and then figures hey, that's like, ten percent nicer than she'd be in his position, so she shouldn't complain. She'd probably fuck him or anyone else over for less. She'd fuck her twin over for less and they shared a womb.
"Well, that just makes you an asshole, because I wouldn't feed you to a monster to get me home." Fuck her folks back home. "I've got to admit, though, I'd feed you to a monster if it was funny. Just so we're all on the same page."
He said he didn't have to trust her to hang; the feeling is mutual. Dee trusts no one and appreciates the hang.
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As with all his advice, he dropped it afterwards. Whether she took it was her business.
"Man, you hate being home that much?" Then again, he'd been in that place, so it wasn't like he could judge, "Yup, works for me. You'd better do my story justice if my death is funny, or I'll haunt your ass. You'll never get laid again."
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Dee's a horrific comedian, but a girl can dream of success beyond dry heaving from performance anxiety at open-mic nights. In front of her bathroom mirror, she's the next Richard Pryor. In front of her bathroom mirror, the shitty impressions and flopped one-liners come alive and then fall at her feet to make a staircase, one she climbs up to someone else's life.
"I don't hate being home. This is just more interesting. You try working at a bar for twenty years with a bunch of dickshits and not getting bored with it."
She suspects they have the opposite problem here; her, boredom, him, whatever traumatic bullshit made him such a bummer the instant you scrape past the sassy surface. It blows her mind that of the two of them, he's the one who wants to get home. She's just, whatever. She's good with whatever. If she were told, she thinks, that her home had been entirely annihilated, she'd probably just use it as an excuse to drink a little extra that night and then shrug it off (she does not, at this moment, account for the gaping hole her twin's absence would leave inside her, is already boring inside her).
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"So do something else?" He suggested. Duh. If she hated her job so much, she should do something else, "It's not like your city only has one bar." He pointed out.
"Meh, whatever." He decided, "If you want to die at 40 with a life full of regret, that's not my problem. You sleep first or me?"
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"I'm thirty-two, you little shit. And you wanted to bang me like twenty minutes ago, so careful how old you call me."
She gestures for him to follow to the back office. He may as well know the layout of this place, if they're going to be lookouts for each other. "Unless you're into people more than twice your age. I'm not going to judge anyone's mommy issues."
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