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Rebirth Mods ([personal profile] rebirthorder) wrote in [community profile] fuckthistown2019-02-23 10:36 pm
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Test Drive Meme #2


TEST DRIVE MEME

Well, I'm alone there now...
In our 'special place'...
Waiting for you...

Waiting for you to
come to see me.

I. Blue Catfish Diner - Daytime

Supplies in the Inn and Hotel have run low, so what is there to do but search the town? And restaurants and diners seem a good place to find something to eat.

It may take some doing to force open the diner's door, and the inside of it smells of dust and rotted food. There are dishes still on tables, and a horrible smell floats in from the kitchen. The roof must have developed a leak in its years of abandonment, and the black-and-white tile floor has cracked and mildewed without care. What were once shiny golden ceiling tiles are now black and grimy with tarnish -- and quite possibly mold -- and even the jukebox that looms over one corner has seen better days.

In the kitchen, a few cabinets hang open with huge cans visible. A closer inspection reveals things like Spam, canned chicken, cream of mushroom soup, and creamed corn. Not appetizing, maybe, but edible. Maybe even plentiful.

Just as you finish your inventory, something in the main room blares out static, and then the jukebox snarls a gamut of sounds from the beginnings of songs. It eventually settles on Folsom Prison Blues, but every so often, the playback intercuts with something else entirely --

The music cuts out, interrupted by a woman screaming something incoherent and agonized, or a man begs some merciless other for his life, or somebody else wails for everyone in earshot to run, run, don't look back.

Just as suddenly as the screaming started, it stops, and Johnny Cash returns to singing about the train he watches going by. Considering the things that happen in this town, the real question here isn't what happened, or how, but whether the jukebox is worth investigating, and what it will do if you try to change the song.


II. Lumber Yard - Daytime

There's only so much furniture you can break down for fires, not to mention only so many broken stairs anybody can skip and stay sane. Assuming anybody is still sane and you're not all having the same hallucinations.

For example: somebody closed the lumber yard's fence and chained it shut, and left a crucified man to watch over the entrance like some demented scarecrow. They left a mask and goggles on him -- or forced him to wear it, just to make his crucifixion more painful -- but if it was ever air-tight, something shattered the lenses in its eyepieces, and rather than eyes, dark, jagged holes stare sightlessly from where the lenses used to be. The person or persons who crucified him wrapped his wrists in barbed wire, and one clenched fist has fallen loose from its moorings. In his other hand, he clutches a knife, and somehow didn't let go, even in death.

What are the odds they promised they'd let him live, if he could cut himself free? Knowing this town, you probably shouldn't bet against it. Especially since it would take some serious strength to cut barbed wire with a single serrated blade.

Beneath the body, somebody painted the word O U R S in jagged white letters.

If you choose to enter the lumber yard despite this warning, you'll need to climb the fence. There is lumber here for the taking, though none of it looks high quality. But you're trying to stay warm and repair some stairs -- you're not exactly building your dream house.

Getting it out might prove to be a problem. You'll either need bolt cutters for that chain, or a key for the lock.

The corpse might not be a bad place to start, but neither would the dilapidated building.


III. Playing Field - Nightmare

The Playing Field overlooks the river, sloping gently down toward the water, but there are glints in the grass that hint at the presence of broken glass or maybe needles, and the river itself looks like a roiling mass of black sludge. Even under ordinary circumstances, the place might make you shiver. After all, is there anything worse than an abandoned playground?

Turns out yes: a not abandoned playground in Silent Hill's nightmares.

The worst part is the way they shake their heads: too quickly, so swiftly it's a surprise they don't snap their own necks. Back and forth, back and forth, like some sort of twisted bobbleheads, and the patches of hair still left to them bounce as they move.

No, the worst part is that as they move toward you, they scream with a noise that sounds like a baby's cry. It's a long, endless, almost gurgling wail, the kind of sound that would cut to the center of any parent's brain, right through the eardrums. The sound that means they need something. They need to eat. They need to be changed. They're scared and lonely and need to be held, to be reassured.

No, the worst part is their little shriveled gray fingers and how they end in what look almost like fishhooks. The better to catch you with and never let you go. At least not until they rip you to shreds.

No, the worst part is they know you're here, and they're toddling toward you, ungainly step after ungainly step. Slow, for now, but there's no guarantee they'll stay that way.

In the corner of the play yard, one of the swings is still moving sluggishly, back and forth, back and forth, creaking as it goes. It's the only swing left; the others all have rusted chains and have fallen to the ground.

Not a bad weapon. Just one problem: the children are between you and the chains.


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[personal profile] scammin 2019-03-02 09:41 pm (UTC)(link)
"Fluke of genetics, maybe." Delusions fuel her and the rest of the gang. Delusional hope, delusional self-esteem; if they ever got a clear look at themselves they'd probably all commit suicide. He can't knock her feeling hot right now. He's puffed her up and she's going to preen.

"My brother and I used to run cons all the time." She doesn't specify 'when we were that age' because they never really grew out of it. Dennis was the one who got off on the thrill of the chase, and Dee was always the one nosing in, more afraid of being left out of the fun than of getting caught or scapegoated, which happened about as frequently as it didn't. They never needed to steal, but it was something to do, a way to capitalize on that fervent, tight-knit, grotesque bond between them.

Then they grew up and sank into the morass of never having honed any other skills at all. Only lying and stealing and taking.

"Are you saying you don't run out on tabs now? Look at you, Mr. Moneybags, I guess some of us at this table are too good to steal food."
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[personal profile] hatestrashcans 2019-03-02 09:48 pm (UTC)(link)
"So the blonde gene is tied with the delusional gene? Yeah, I'd buy that." Marco admitted with a grin. Shame he couldn't pass that one onto Rachel. Something something pipsqueak. Well, back then. At the end... not as much. For a minute the smile dropped off his face, but he plastered it back into place.

He shrugged, "Hey, if it's not hurting anybody, it's none of my business." And he meant actually hurting people. If nobody was dying, not his problem, "Having backup must've made it easier, though."

"I don't have to steal it now. If I didn't have any other way to feed myself, you bet your ass I'd still steal food." He wasn't going to not eat because he didn't have enough stupid green pieces of paper, "And I earned every cent of those moneybags."
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[personal profile] scammin 2019-03-02 10:13 pm (UTC)(link)
"Hey, even if it is hurting anybody, with some people you don't really have to care, right?" Dee laughs, and it's a mean sound, the sound of someone who thinks hurting others by accident is funny and hurting others on purpose can be easily justified. It's one of those sounds where the rot under her skin is obvious. "Sometimes he was backup. Honestly he just threw me under the bus or held me back a lot, but that's what you get for fucking with family."

So he's poor, or was. His life's taken the opposite trajectory to hers, where she grew up in the lap of upper class luxury, in a lavish bedroom with expensive physical therapy and nice clothes, and then slowly spiraled into getting kicked out of college, spending months in the psych ward, coming out of it unhireable and unskilled and then settling into the sediment of a below-minimum wage job at her brother's bar. She's jealous.

"You earned it? Doing what, gymnastics competitions?" She gestures at his clothes for the umpteenth time.
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[personal profile] hatestrashcans 2019-03-02 10:19 pm (UTC)(link)
"Depends," Marco answered, "Are they obstacles in the way of something else, or are you hurting them for shits and giggles? The first one just makes you fucked-up, in which case join the club. The second makes you a dangerous asshole and a giant liability." He told her, without pulling any punches. His eyes lost their humor and it was clear the teenager was sizing her up for weaknesses.

Liabilities, like stupidity, were problems.

"Your family sucks." He told her with a shrug.

"No. I earned it by almost dying on a weekly basis for three years starting when I was thirteen so nobody had to deal with parasitic brain slugs. Do you know what being bitten in half feels like? Because I do." So shut up.
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[personal profile] scammin 2019-03-02 10:28 pm (UTC)(link)
"Depends on who it is." Her eyes go hard as she realizes she's - not tipped her hand, but revealed an ugliness that doesn't play well with everyone. There's something of a personality change that has to happen between when she's with her family and friends and when she's with strangers, a malice that she can let show in one situation and has to stuff down in the other. The combination of alcohol and how at ease he put her made her careless.

Dick.

"Jeez, you're sensitive. It's not like I came here with your biography." She takes a drink to avoid maintaining eye contact, now that he's gotten all intense on her. She wants things to go back to the way they were seconds ago, talking shit about stealing from restaurants and pretending to flirt. "I didn't watch the sci-fi movie of your shitty life."

She fiddles with her pickle and pauses, thinking of how she can try and course-correct, how much empathy she needs to plug into this conversational vending machine until what she wants comes back out. "I'm sorry it was so shitty, though. That sounds nasty."
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[personal profile] hatestrashcans 2019-03-02 10:42 pm (UTC)(link)
"Well, yeah. Obviously." Because he wasn't going to pretend he wouldn't enjoy Yeerk suffering, "If you want to step on the balls of somebody who fucked with you first? I don't give a shit." Active sociopathy was unproductive. And as long as Marco kept his morals framed in those terms, he didn't have to think too much about what side of the line his 'willing to bomb his own hometown' ass was on, "As long as the sociopathy doesn't shoot us in the foot in terms of getting out of here, I don't care. Just check to make sure the animal you want to torture isn't me first, because I'll be pissed."

"Of course you didn't. I haven't picked a ghost writer yet." Marco joked, switching the humor right back on as he took a drink of water, "And the movie's not released yet."

He snorted, "No, you're not. You just don't like being called out. That's not why I said it." He said it to make clear that yeah, he was a wise-cracking teenager who looked 12 years old, but he'd been through enough shit he'd have no problem dealing with hers if it became a problem.

"It's cool. You don't know me. I don't care about your past. I can hang out and not trust someone as far as I can throw them." That'd been his life for a while.

"Hey, you know what would be awesome? If we found some weed. We probably can't make more alcohol, but I bet we could grow weed." It'd be some reliable source of not being sober all the time.
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[personal profile] scammin 2019-03-02 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
"Well, yeah, I'm not going to go after innocent people." Collateral. She very nearly said "collateral", but thankfully she's not that tipsy yet. She doesn't actually give a shit about innocent people; she barely gives a shit about the people she knows. "I don't torture animals. Jesus. You're a buzzkill."

He's right; she doesn't like being called out. It makes her uncomfortable not only because she's not at the wheel of this conversation, but because it drives a wedge between the lens of what Dee is and what she thinks she is. She thinks she's practical and normal. She thinks everyone is like this.

"I'd torture animals for weed, though." It's not her favorite drug of choice. "Maybe we can find glue or gasoline around here. It's budget and it's not exactly up to your lavish standards, but if we want to stop talking about serious stuff and start laughing at each others' farts it's great."

She gets up, swaying a little, and starts digging through behind the bar. Maybe there's something that can be used as an inhalant.
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[personal profile] hatestrashcans 2019-03-02 11:23 pm (UTC)(link)
"Then we won't have a problem!" Marco said. Which was true. As far as he knew, none of the other Animorphs were there, so what happened if people got on each other's nerves wasn't his problem unless it affected their ability to get shit done. Plus he had to remind himself that this lady was normal. She probably didn't mean 'hurting people' as in 'torturing them into insanity' or 'turning them permanently into a rat' or 'enjoying disembowling her enemies'.

"What standards?" He asked with a laugh, "Glue or gasoline is cool with me." She obviously had money issues. Marco got it. It kinda sucked she decided he was just some rich boy though; it was cool to have someone to talk about the poor years with. Yeah, it wasn't forever, but if mentioned it to Jake he got all weird, and most adults just gave him that 'you poor thing' look. None of them got it. And when he did live in the shitty part of town, he wasn't shitty enough. Too nerdy, didn't know enough Spanish... bunch of bullshit.

Whatever.
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[personal profile] scammin 2019-03-02 11:36 pm (UTC)(link)
She did set her college roommate on fire for being prettier than her, hence the stint in the looney bin, but trapping people in morph or feeding them to alien centipedes is outside her purview. Dee’s dangerousness comes not from her actions themselves but how just about anything can set them off; she has the sense that people are always existing at her, that every happy thing in someone else’s life is an attack at her expense. It makes her unpredictable.

“Ugh, we’re getting really white trash with this one, or whatever trash you are.” She emerges from behind the bar and plunks a can of varnish down. “I don’t know if I’m this desperate. Maybe tonight when we can’t sleep.”

Dee suspects she’s going to be all nerves, and the kid’s jumpy and paranoid enough that he probably sleeps approximately never.
Edited 2019-03-02 23:36 (UTC)
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[personal profile] hatestrashcans 2019-03-02 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
"Hey, I'm just as much white as Latino," Marco protested. He could be white trash! Okay, sure, mostly he only cared because checking 'white' on forms and asking people to explain why he couldn't was a great way to make them feel uncomfortable, but not the point. He knew he read as Mexican. And he'd gotten the impression from his mom that race was complicated in Mexico, but Marco had no idea how much of that to trust since he didn't know what was Eva and what was Edriss.

"Yeah, scraping the bottom of the barrel here." Marco agreed, poking at it, "Wanna sleep in shifts? I mean, I know you'll probably bail if something happens while I'm asleep, but I'm a light enough sleeper I'll at least wake up."
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[personal profile] scammin 2019-03-03 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
"Hey, I'm not racist. I'm not going to just make assumptions." She shrugs and makes a motion like she's waving something away, moving past it. "I've banged black guys."

She takes a whiff of the varnish and pulls a face. While she still has gin, the inhalant is going to be more trouble than its worth. "You've got no faith in me at all. I'll wake you up if something happens. I won't stick around to save your ass, but I'll shout at you or something."

She will not. She will absolutely leave him here as a distraction and/or bait. She toasts her gin to him and takes another glug, then screws the cap on and shoves the bottle into her waistband.

"But I'm not going to be a light sleeper. If something scary comes to eat our asses out while I'm sleeping, don't even wake me up. I want to be so numb I don't even feel it. Just one bite, whoomp, and goodbye Sweet Dee."
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[personal profile] hatestrashcans 2019-03-03 02:43 am (UTC)(link)
"Wow, by that measure you're less racist than me. I haven't banged any black guys!" Marco complained theatrically.

It didn't really matter if she woke him up officially or not. Unofficially was just as good in Marco's book. As long as he ended up not dying, that day was a win. Marco raised an eyebrow when she shoved the gin into her waistband, "Uh, isn't that going to stretch out your pants?" He pointed out, "And it's not like you can go down to the store and get another pair that fit you." Aka: Take care of your clothes; stash your booze somewhere else.

"Dude, I'm not going to leave you to get eaten." He rolled his eyes, "Not unless you do something stupid like walk up to the monster when I tell you to run or you actively try to fuck me over." Then all bets were off, "Or if feeding you to a monster would get me home." His point was if he hung you out to dry, he had a reason. It was a low moral bar given how many reasons he'd put above your life, but at least it was a moral bar.
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[personal profile] scammin 2019-03-03 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
"That's right, you haven't. So you're definitely more racist than me." She raises her eyebrows at him when he watches her stash the booze. Like hell is she going to let it leave her personage. "What, you want me to put it in my bra? I'll find a belt. I'll make a belt. Who cares?"

She takes a moment to consider that - by now the gin is starting to slow how quickly her gears are turning just a little - and then figures hey, that's like, ten percent nicer than she'd be in his position, so she shouldn't complain. She'd probably fuck him or anyone else over for less. She'd fuck her twin over for less and they shared a womb.

"Well, that just makes you an asshole, because I wouldn't feed you to a monster to get me home." Fuck her folks back home. "I've got to admit, though, I'd feed you to a monster if it was funny. Just so we're all on the same page."

He said he didn't have to trust her to hang; the feeling is mutual. Dee trusts no one and appreciates the hang.
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[personal profile] hatestrashcans 2019-03-03 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
"Damn it," Marco agreed sadly, "Turns out I was the real racist. Thank you for teaching me that, white lady. Actually, I was going to suggest using your shirt somehow. Easier to wear a stretched out shirt than stretched out pants. Granted, it would be very sad for everybody who likes your rack, but I think we'd live."

As with all his advice, he dropped it afterwards. Whether she took it was her business.

"Man, you hate being home that much?" Then again, he'd been in that place, so it wasn't like he could judge, "Yup, works for me. You'd better do my story justice if my death is funny, or I'll haunt your ass. You'll never get laid again."
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[personal profile] scammin 2019-03-03 03:21 am (UTC)(link)
"Well, good thing for you, I'm a standup comedian. I'll make your death a whole show. It'll be a special on Comedy Central, hour long."

Dee's a horrific comedian, but a girl can dream of success beyond dry heaving from performance anxiety at open-mic nights. In front of her bathroom mirror, she's the next Richard Pryor. In front of her bathroom mirror, the shitty impressions and flopped one-liners come alive and then fall at her feet to make a staircase, one she climbs up to someone else's life.

"I don't hate being home. This is just more interesting. You try working at a bar for twenty years with a bunch of dickshits and not getting bored with it."

She suspects they have the opposite problem here; her, boredom, him, whatever traumatic bullshit made him such a bummer the instant you scrape past the sassy surface. It blows her mind that of the two of them, he's the one who wants to get home. She's just, whatever. She's good with whatever. If she were told, she thinks, that her home had been entirely annihilated, she'd probably just use it as an excuse to drink a little extra that night and then shrug it off (she does not, at this moment, account for the gaping hole her twin's absence would leave inside her, is already boring inside her).
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[personal profile] hatestrashcans 2019-03-03 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
"Hey, so I got lucky for once! Do my death justice!" Marco put his hand over his heart as though it was the most important thing in the world to him. It was easy to joke about. Like hell was he going to die if she was alive. She had better instincts than your average person in monster situations, but there were limits.

"So do something else?" He suggested. Duh. If she hated her job so much, she should do something else, "It's not like your city only has one bar." He pointed out.

"Meh, whatever." He decided, "If you want to die at 40 with a life full of regret, that's not my problem. You sleep first or me?"
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[personal profile] scammin 2019-03-03 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
"I'm not going to take responsibility for my life, asshole." It's an open question how self-aware that answer is. Even Dee doesn't know. Paddy's sucks, her family sucks, her brother's friends suck, but they're also all she's ever known, and the rest of the world is so full of sharp edges and landmines. Better the devil you know.

"I'm thirty-two, you little shit. And you wanted to bang me like twenty minutes ago, so careful how old you call me."

She gestures for him to follow to the back office. He may as well know the layout of this place, if they're going to be lookouts for each other. "Unless you're into people more than twice your age. I'm not going to judge anyone's mommy issues."
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[personal profile] hatestrashcans 2019-03-03 09:09 pm (UTC)(link)
"I never said you were 40. I said you'd die at 40. You have decent survival instincts, so if you get out of here you'll do okay for a while. Then you won't." He shrugs. He wasn't one of those idiots who thought if you touched drugs your life immediately fell apart. That wasn't the issue. The issue was that they made addicts stupid. And that's what made your life fall apart. Stupidity.

Marco followed her to the back office, stretching his arms above his head. Stupid human arms, "I'm into women who are hot." He answered. Oh yeah, he had mommy issues, but wanting to screw people who reminded him of her wasn't one of them.
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[personal profile] scammin 2019-03-03 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
The back office isn't much, and Dee's clearly already ripped through the cabinets looking for anything useful. She's pinned a map of the town to the wall and circled their current location, and other than that has left bundles of paperwork for keg orders and other crap in neat piles on the floor. There's a moldy couch where she's clumped the ripped vinyl from a booth as a disappointing makeshift blanket.

She climbs up on the desk and pops one of the pressboard tiles from the ceiling up. She tucks the gin bottle up there and then moves the tile back into place. "If you need to hide anything useful, the ceilings here are pretty legit. You just have to promise me you won't start hitting my stash."

It's not a gesture of trust, because Dee doesn't really do trust. She doesn't even realize that she doesn't do trust, it just doesn't happen. It's a gesture of showing that she is willing to put some cards on the table in good faith to maintain the partnership.

"Most boys are. Except the gay ones, but even they seem to have a weird kind of misogyny thing about fatties." She flops down on the couch. "How do you want to do this, three hours on, three hours off?"